I really dont know much about chemtrails .I have heard of them ,here .Are they like the tick tack toe lines in the sky?Are they a part of the aliens way to abduct us.I have had those dreams a swell.Wonder if we wore a necklace made of orgone ?Jewelry of orgone busters.I am proceeding to learn how t make the wire necklaces.I did a little research on those orbs .Sometimes after waking from realistic dreams I can like see a halographic image of things . Like the Panther .But ,when my wounded sister said she was sending me her panther to walk beside of me ,then I guess it really was her panther who came here .Now ,I am very skeptical .But soemtimes ,I can feel the bed move and it is not the dog or myself .One morning I felt something lie down beside of me .[I wonder if really people are things are already capable of invisibility.You know they have doen it ,just perfecting ti .And really ,there are more interesting people around ,and I rant and rave ,sometimes I am outpsoken,but ,I would never move to harm innocents or outside the law things .So why would anyone be watching me .Outside some really messed up whatevers ,that saw me a s a victim.Easy prey.That kind of thing.I have never really dome that much to make anyone react in that extreme a matter .So ,unless you have something that someone wants ,or are a random victim of violence ,why would anyone waste their energy.On someone like me ,an old shot out lady .You can stick a fork in me ,I am basically done .......................... Now ,I have a talnet of being at the wrong place at the wrong time . But ,the so called supernatural world has always been more real to me than the random mundane world .It was interesting and I had better experiences with spirit than with humans .So many seemed mean for no reason I could fathom. Maybe some orgone jewelry is just what I need to make .  But ,there is something called the circle of og.This one fellow built himself a circle to attract orbs .Plasma?Real life form living in the rivers of the sky?Why would the sky be any different from any other eco system ,per say .Why could there not be a whole web of life there ,especially suited for camoflage in its natural environment .Could explain legends of fairies and angels ,dragons/etc.New kinds of lifeforms are still being found o the amazement of humans .If we really knew the depth of the structure of the universe,now that would be an interesting thing to stay around and learn about .What if these creatures ,some of them ,just as natural to the sky as we are to the land? I never ever thought of myself a a witch until a few years ago .Other people saw it .But ,this has been with me since birth .It is in my nature .I do beleive in a feminine part of the creator .Why else would they have made us in his image .Nothing but men would have been upon this earth.Then there are all manner of beings born beside male and female .Male and femal is not the norm,it is a part of a much larger picture .Go dknew about other forms of reproduction other than sex.Some animals can even morph from female to male ,if necessary to reproduce.So male and female are probably at the farthest end of the sp[ectrum..I beleive of the creator as an androgen.I may be wrong ,but ,seems to make more sense .I understand that Hebrew is a mascculine language ?And that everything was He ?Something like that ,just got a gist of it .And that is the impression that stuck.....But ,I walked away from church one day and never really returned as a regular .When the elders can tell you no more and you still need to grow ,then its time to look somewhere else .The only thing close was quantum physics or the metaphysical .....My son got me a computer ,I eventually learned to type [kind of ,but ,much faster at typos now ] ...I had started to train in Chinese meridian therapy...something happened .A whol edifferent world opened up.Nothing I sought ,no tyet. Was just learning about massage therapy ,or so I thought .Whole new worlds .And there were explantions of things I had always wondered were out there.One thing led to another .And now I have 2 groups .Here and the original lightworker group .Which led me to want to become a priestess .Then I found out these were witches .?????The stuff being taught was not satan.He or she is in another classification.Supposedly balck magic and white magic .I was called a white witch .There were generations in my family on both sides that had so called gifts .It seemed to be strongest in the Edwards .So here is a fam trad lineage.I guess you can say ,I went seeking for answers.I am still seeking ,but ,not so much energy ,I am winding down .I do not go to people for answers.Sometimes ,if I trust enough ,I will share and seek confirmation.If none comes ,then I will ither cast away the ideas or store them for later reference .It was just too lame ,oh you must be possessed .or that is of the devil.or this is of the deveil.Not everything is of the devil.I know real eveil is in thw orld .Because we see the shape of our world today .No denying wrong doing .And when our own gov is not honest with its people ,something is coming .Change ,was it not what we were promised and basically nothing else ? I dont really understand exactly what harp is ither .I know it is a big tower which puts out horrible sounds as a weapon.I wonder how far they have come with this technology.Are they condicting experiments with the technology or are they using it as a weapon on humans .From what I have read about frequency technology.Do they call it all stealth now?Wha tI define as designation of signatures.Every thing has an energy signature .The unseen ,once recognized by experiences ,will register this signature to an individual .Senses beyond the recognized 5 .And quantum physics may be the closest name we have for these things ,at the present .But ,think about our physical alchemy.It can be mixed to produce different ends .So can the unseen.If some devil has discovered this science ,then expect anything ,and know there is a man behind it somewhere .I seldom ever remember anything really great being used for the betterment of entire mankind .No man is go d,maybe they will have an exceptional rude awakening ,one fine day .And I guess that is evil of me to say that.Not to like it that the one is exploiting the many against their will...Girl ,I did not mean to ramble .Thank you for allowing to speak .All these years .Random thoughts and I wonder if any els ever feels the same way .Do I remotely GET IT ?As a single point on the grid .....Have you ever drawn a picture from dots ? Blessed be dear.My answer to your question. I am a very good witch ,if that is really the word to describe it ,just very human with flaws.Very tired ,depleted ,and unsure of tomorrow .But continue to pray when it seems useless and walk this path to tis end ..I try to do no harm ,I will help if I can ,but ,if attacked will defend .Seems like an oxymoron. Oh ,I heard there were 40 thousand new laws passed ??????How are we supposed to know all this stuff.I understand some of th epeople who passed that health bill ,did not rea dthe whole thing .Blessed be. --- On Sun, 1/3/10, Kac <collinskacey@yahoo.com> wrote:
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